My short biography.

I was born in a small village called sedan. villages in Rembang district. from birth I did not give God a lot of talent that stands out. the only thing that I'm proud of is my body. because my endurance is more immune from all my friends. I'm not clever I am also not rich. but with a lot of friends that was enough for me.
one motivation I could get this far is 1. desire itself. 2. family. 3. are friends of my childhood. au also has a figure that I admired all my life. namely Albert Einstein. in my eyes he is the greatest figure. he is the smartest man throughout the era of the 19th century but instead he thinks he is a fool. he is a genius in the field of physics. one of the words that I never forget is "LIFE SHOULD NOT BE A SUCCESS, AT LEAST, THE BE USEFUL". I desire is to prove to the world his theory of relativity

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Questions From Students

professor: if God exists, then he is evil. if God created all that exists? if god created everything then he created evil. and means GOD IS EVIL.

students: permission professor, does cold exist?

Professor: What kind of question it, of course there is, do not you feel it?

students: in fact, the cold was no professor. in physics sense of what we call cold because of the absence of warm. does darkness exist professor?

Professor: Of course there is.

students: no professor, you are wrong. Dark also does not exist. we often refer to dark is the absence of light. 

GOD DOES NOT CREATE CRIME, CRIME OF BIRTH FOR NON SENSE OF LOVE TO GOD. 

ALBERT EINSTEIN 1879 - 1955

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avenged sevenfold - unholy confessions

"I'll try," she said as he walked away
"Try not to lose you"
Two vibrant hearts could change
Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear
"I'll be here waiting tested and secure"

Nothing hurts my world,
Just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
You'll be the one to fall

"I wish I could be the one,
The one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me"

Nothing will last in this life,
Our time is spent constructing,
Now you're perfecting a world, meant to sin
Constrict your hands around me,
Squeeze till I cannot breathe,
This air tastes dead inside me,
Contribute to our own plague
Break all your promises,
Tear down this steadfast wall,
Restraints are useless here,
Tasting salvation's near

Nothing hurts my world,
Just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
You'll be the one to fall

"I wish I could be the one,
The one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me"

Read more: Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions Lyrics | MetroLyrics

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Not Gonna Die - Skillet

"Not Gonna Die"

Death surrounds
My heartbeat’s slowing down
I won’t take this world’s abuse
I won’t give up, I refuse!

This is how it feels when you’re bent and broken
This is how it feels when your dignity’s stolen
When everything you love is leaving
You hold on to what you believe in

The last thing I heard was you whispering goodbye
And then I heard you flat line

No, not gonna die tonight
We're gonna stand and fight forever
(Don’t close your eyes)
No, not gonna die tonight
We're gonna fight for us together
No, we’re not gonna die tonight

Break their hold
'Cause I won’t be controlled
They can’t keep their chains on me
When the truth has set me free

This is how it feels when you take your life back
This is how it feels when you finally fight back
When life pushes me I push harder
What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger

The last thing I heard was you whispering goodbye
And then I heard you flat line

No, not gonna die tonight
We’re gonna stand and fight forever
(Don’t close your eyes)
No, not gonna die tonight
We're gonna fight for us together
No, we’re not gonna die tonight

Don’t you give up on me
You’re everything I need
This is how it feels when you take your life back
This is how it feels when you fight back

No, not gonna die tonight
We’re gonna stand and fight forever
(Don’t close your eyes)
No, not gonna die tonight
We're gonna fight for us together
No, we’re not gonna die tonight
No, we’re not gonna die tonight

Not gonna die
(Not gonna die)
Not gonna die
(Not gonna die)
Not gonna die tonight

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Linkin Park - All For Nothing

"All For Nothing"
(feat. Page Hamilton)

Yeah
Uh
So whatcha waiting for?
Anticipating more
Why you debate what it can take to instigate a war?
Yeah I've been hating on the time I wasn't hated for
There's nothing they can fucking say they didn't say before
But you could never see it, your battle's not mine
Wanna skate and play it safe but this is take a shot time
You're waiting for a purpose, I already got mine
While you tell me step to it like 1, 2, 3, 4!

And if I do what you demand.
You say
You'll let me understand.
You say
You're gonna hold me to your word
And if I sell myself away.
You say
I"ll have no debt to pay.
You say
I'm gonna get what I deserve
Woah

Your word
Obeyed
My debt
Repaid
Our trust
Betrayed
All for nothing
All for nothing

Came back, there's no other way to say it
So let me break this fucker down for ya
I really don't know ya
You're talk, but let me show you where to put your paranoia
Your're joking I don't have a half a sucker bone to throw yah
I'm disgusted wonder what's gonna make you tuck your tail below ya
And no I'm not your soldier, I'm not taking any orders
I'm a five star general infantry controller, need a lesson, let me show you.
Have you checking your composure while I make you step to it like 1, 2, 3, 4!

And if I do what you demand.
You say
You'll let me understand.
You say
You're gonna hold me to your word
And if I sell myself away.
You say
I"ll have no debt to pay.
You say
I'm gonna get what I deserve
Woah

And if I do what you demand.
You'll let me understand.

Your word
Obeyed
My debt
Repaid
Our trust
Betrayed
All for nothing
All for nothing

All for nothing
All for...
Oh oh oh oh

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life is process

no one in the world can not. anything can happen in this world. my experience yesterday. I feel uncomfortable when in the room, silently watching what is taught by lecturers. all is calm, no one spoke. but behind it all there is a million questions. if I could with this course, if I could follow this lesson. but with the perseverance of hard work and unflinching courage nothing could be done. in this peroses can say life is learning. as the saying goes "Life is a process, life is learning.
Without any age limit, with no age limit.
Fall, stand up again. Lose, try again. Fail, rise again, until god said: "Time to go home." "

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